S2-E07 | What if you could reprogramme your identity like lines of broken code?
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"I was endlessly thinking about my life problems from morning to night. And I just lost control of my thoughts. The only thing that really helped me a little bit was you could smoke a cigarette. That would stop them for a bit, but then I started chain-smoking. And then that just made me more anxious, right? And so then I started drinking because I drink every day then. I have to drink."
"I was endlessly thinking about my life problems from morning to night. And I just lost control of my thoughts. The only thing that really helped me a little bit was you could smoke a cigarette. That would stop them for a bit, but then I started chain-smoking. And then that just made me more anxious, right? And so then I started drinking because I drink every day then. I have to drink."
Summary
In this episode, Bryan takes us on an extraordinary journey from the brink of despair to a life reimagined through creativity and technology. A self-described "Gen X techno nerd," Bryan candidly shares his battle with pharmaceutical addiction, PTSD, and the crushing weight of intrusive thoughts.
He reveals how he leveraged his computer science background to "reprogramme" his identity, treating life as a code to be rewritten. Bryan's story unfolds as a testament to the healing power of creative pursuits, from developing music recognition software to embracing the flow state of creative coding.
He explores the intersection of technology and art as a means of personal transformation, discussing how he now uses these tools to teach and inspire others.
Bryan's narrative is peppered with profound insights on radical acceptance, the malleability of personal identity, and the courage required to step into discomfort for growth. His journey from seeking oblivion to finding purpose through digital artistry and music offers a unique perspective on recovery, resilience, and the endless possibilities of human reinvention.
He reveals how he leveraged his computer science background to "reprogramme" his identity, treating life as a code to be rewritten. Bryan's story unfolds as a testament to the healing power of creative pursuits, from developing music recognition software to embracing the flow state of creative coding.
He explores the intersection of technology and art as a means of personal transformation, discussing how he now uses these tools to teach and inspire others.
Bryan's narrative is peppered with profound insights on radical acceptance, the malleability of personal identity, and the courage required to step into discomfort for growth. His journey from seeking oblivion to finding purpose through digital artistry and music offers a unique perspective on recovery, resilience, and the endless possibilities of human reinvention.
About Bryan
Website - https://bryanduggan.org/
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Takeaways
- Bryan's journey began with music and technology.
- Transformation is possible through creativity and technology.
- Reprogramming your mindset can change your life.
- Facing challenges head-on is essential for growth.
- Mental health struggles can lead to profound insights.
- Radical acceptance is a powerful tool for healing
- Substances can both help and hinder personal growth.
- Identity can be fluid and redefined at any moment.
- Humour and lightness can aid in overcoming difficulties.
- Community and support are vital in the healing process.
- Physical health is crucial for mental well-being.
- Language shapes our identity and reality.
- Society's relationship with alcohol needs to be questioned.
- Psychedelics can offer therapeutic benefits and elevate consciousness.
Sound Bites
- "I can just go to reprogram it, you know?"
- "I just wake up every day and reprogram myself."
Creators and Guests
Guest
Bryan Duggan
I am Dr Bryan Duggan, a lecturer in the School of Computer Science at TU Dublin. I teach game dev, virtual reality, creative coding. I love exploring the intersections of art, technology, and education and the senses!
